Excruciating Pain: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing records propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a